Life is Like This and That .............

Sometimes I am wondering why life is like this and that...have you experience that you are alone in your room and think of all the things that is happening into your life? Well basically we won't feel like this if we are not alone and have time for ourselves. Meditation sometimes helps us think of things that happen surrounds us. Help us evaluate ourselves. Help us remember things that are right and wrong. There are lots of questions in our mind when we are at the four corner of our rooms. I admit i am so busy but when I am alone i am still disappointed with myself thinking that I have still lots of do but i was not able to do it because I run out of time or sometimes i pretend to ignore the time. It is sometimes my problem of time management. I can't follow the time I used to do in order to follow and accomplish things for the day so easy. But life is not that easy but without trials life will not be also be as challenge as a race if we don't go into the flow then we will fail since part of life is to know how to survive. I do believe of the survival to the fittest but we should survive in a good way, if we succeed in life through bad way then its nothing, useless unless you have the reason to do so but whatever reason you have, we do not have the right to carry on ourselves the obligation to get the life of co-living creatures as its only GOD have the right. We may not understand life sometimes but think of it if without those challenges, trials, problems or whatever terms they call it we are nothing, we wont be what we are right now without it, accept it as part of our life as its easier to do things if we think that trials are part of everyday life. Life is hard to understand but thats the way it was design for each and everyone of us. We may not know the purpose but in the end it makes us a better and stronger person if we survive the trials we face.

I miss everyone

I miss my family so much..............
I miss life being with my mom..........
I really miss my youngest sister.............
I miss Nate email, its been a long time since he dont email to me.......

I do not know if he still love me or not.......
I do not know too well dont know........
I miss everyone..........
I miss myself...........
Life is nothing without my family, Nathan and God...