Island Hopping

This is just one of the Island we visit :-), WE are having a great time watching many different islands as Philippines have 7,107 Islands so it is so fun visiting some of those Island and at the same time have time to snorkel at the middle of the Island but of course I am so afraid that I might see a shark since I saw a dolphin but so far not a shark then I just snorkel just beside the small boat that we use for island hopping. The white sand, corals, different fish that you can see under the water and also the scuba divers down into my feet.

Vacation Moments!

These are some of the pics of my vacation for almost three weeks that I have vacation with my two sisters namely Hannah and Micah Ezra our youngest that we go snorkeling at the middle of an island and you can see many corals and fishes. And also many scuba divers at your feet hehe...But its kinda scary to me as I have phobia of scuba diving too same with my youngest sister so we are not able to go scuba diving this summer. We are having a nice vacation with the well known and best hotel, resort and island of Cebu. The white sand of the beach and the romantic view of the resort.

We also enjoy fishing I will soon post the second part of the vacation when almost for three weeks we are at the middle of the Island for Island Hopping and snorkeling. It is nice to have a very special moment with your sisters and most especially if the one you love is with you and so beautiful and romantic places and how I wish Nate was there with me. Life is so beautiful because GOD bless me with a very loving family and bf. So i enjoy my vacation time.

How Sweet

Baby Nate send me an email today and I'm so touch about what he told me and I do really feel his love towards me, This is the exact word he told me and i copy and paste it here, isn't it so sweet to hear those words that he tells me.

"you know you are the reason that I keep going"

It feels like i am so happy knowing those words many times from him. I couldn't ask for more from GOD that he gave me the most loving bf that i have. I love him so much and i know that he loves me so much too. He makes my life complete though life is not perfect but life doesn't need to be perfect because it makes perfect when someone completes my life. Everything is nothing If I ain't got him. He knows that I love him and we know that we love each other so much.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY:-)

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to all mothers, To my Mommy/Mama Cony, Tita Cindy, and myself ( joke! lol someday) , Being a mother for me is the greatest achievement a woman could ever have. It is a noble thing and its not an easy job, to take care of a child at the same time taking care of the husband. Motherhood is difficult and therefore son and daughters do not forget to say thank you to your parents especially MOMMY's because if there is no mothers then we are not able to see the gift of life and we will not experience how good to have a life and live on this planet that GOD beautifully made for us. Mommy is always there for the best of her children because most of the fathers were working but even mommy is working, she give up her career for her children. I thank you for always being here to me when i need you, you are like my best friend. You always support my decision and you always give me encouragement. I love you so much. I thank GOD for giving me both of you as my parents especially you treat me like a diamond or more than your life and willing to do everything for me.

I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE

I am happy today in a sense that I am able to meet my bf/fiance family, having a good relationship with them is a great start for everything in the near future life with them. Tita Cindy is like my second mom in real though we are apart through distance but i know that I will visit her soon and its up to our Heavenly Father/Father GOD to permit this thing that will happen. I am thankful that I am able to know her. My Baby Nate is indeed a GOD's gift to me, I couldn't ask for more to GOD, He completes me and makes me happy. According to him he is truly a GOD's gift and its GOD's will that we love each other, isn't it so sweet to hear? It touches my heart to listen talking from him that its GOD's will that we are meant to be to love each other. I know we are not perfect lovers but so far we did not argue or have a conflict and even if may have conflict it wont matter and in fact I truly believe that it will makes our relationship stronger and we will become closer to each other. I never thought that love can feel like this. And his love is like a river, peaceful and deep.

I appreciate Tito Darrel that He cares for me and Nathan and for being supportive in our relationship. And for trying to type through email to send me message that he cares for me and Nate and also to my family together with Tita Cindy though I know the he do not know much about typing through keyboard of computer but he try it to let me know that he cares for me and Nate.

I love Ruth because she is like my youngest sister and she reminds me of my sisters and my childhood life. And the mere fact that she is so pretty and my Baby Nate love her so much.

I also thank DJ for being so nice to me though that is the first time we talk, it feels like we talk for a long time as we just talking anything. Thank you DJ for being a cool person.

Brian, I consider him as one of my friends though I also think of him as my younger brother, we talk for quite a long time and I am happy for some positive things happen to him. I am happy that he also recover from his past relationship and I am happy to see his new haircut, he looks clean and handsome. I am happy to know that he has a good heart and a lot of very good point of views in life. I can see that He is a good person and I always tells him that he is a very good person and talented person for me and I know that people notice it and I know he will become a very successful person because he has all the talents, wisdom, kind heart ( He may not be showy that he is but I know him for quite sometimes), handsome and God, family, Alex, friends, relatives and a lot of people loves you Brian so I am happy to see lots of good things happen to your life. I love you my dear brother.

And to Debsie and Courtney, i will love you too and hope to meet you someday as well as Bobby and Crissy/Christy ( correct me if I'm wrong).

To my Baby Nate, you are more precious than any diamond, pearl or gold and anythings in this world. I love you so much and you knew it. The things that happen to us from friendship and how we meet and things happen to us unbelievably it all happen for a reason in the right time and place. And i agree with you that its truly GOD's will that we love each other. It's hard to put into words how grateful I am to have you and although you told me many times that you love me more than I love you and YOU prove it into many ways and i never doubted you because you never give me action to destroy my trust upon you. And thank you so much for being so mature as I am also mature though i try to act as a Baby because I am just seeking your attention sometimes because I just miss you so much and yet you spoil me and treat me like a baby lol and wish that you can hug and kiss me right here with me but It doesn't matter as soon we will be together. I could not ask for more because you are all I want as well as my man I want to spend the rest of my life. I love you so much Baby and I always pray for our relationship as its the best thing to our relationship to put GOD as the center of our relationship. We may not be perfect person but we complete each other in our own ways.

Life is Like This and That .............

Sometimes I am wondering why life is like this and that...have you experience that you are alone in your room and think of all the things that is happening into your life? Well basically we won't feel like this if we are not alone and have time for ourselves. Meditation sometimes helps us think of things that happen surrounds us. Help us evaluate ourselves. Help us remember things that are right and wrong. There are lots of questions in our mind when we are at the four corner of our rooms. I admit i am so busy but when I am alone i am still disappointed with myself thinking that I have still lots of do but i was not able to do it because I run out of time or sometimes i pretend to ignore the time. It is sometimes my problem of time management. I can't follow the time I used to do in order to follow and accomplish things for the day so easy. But life is not that easy but without trials life will not be also be as challenge as a race if we don't go into the flow then we will fail since part of life is to know how to survive. I do believe of the survival to the fittest but we should survive in a good way, if we succeed in life through bad way then its nothing, useless unless you have the reason to do so but whatever reason you have, we do not have the right to carry on ourselves the obligation to get the life of co-living creatures as its only GOD have the right. We may not understand life sometimes but think of it if without those challenges, trials, problems or whatever terms they call it we are nothing, we wont be what we are right now without it, accept it as part of our life as its easier to do things if we think that trials are part of everyday life. Life is hard to understand but thats the way it was design for each and everyone of us. We may not know the purpose but in the end it makes us a better and stronger person if we survive the trials we face.

I miss everyone

I miss my family so much..............
I miss life being with my mom..........
I really miss my youngest sister.............
I miss Nate email, its been a long time since he dont email to me.......

I do not know if he still love me or not.......
I do not know too well dont know........
I miss everyone..........
I miss myself...........
Life is nothing without my family, Nathan and God...