Thursday, December 25, 2008

Uplifting The lives of Poor Kids



This kids are lack of love from their family, some of this kids are purely street kids, some areel abandon kids, some belong to a family that can't provide daily needs everyday. So i request to pray for them.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

A Big Challenge

When i wake up early in the morning, there are a lot of things i heard that it seems not good and things that your name is drag into the issues. I sometimes can't understand the world, people, society, and things in life when you do things good people seems to get envy to you and people wants to let you down, the "crab mentality" of the Filipinos is not a very good attitude. When you do good things people try to bring you down and people try to get jealous why? is it wrong to do good things. And the most painful thing is that the people who did this to me were just close people to me..jealousy, envy, and insecure people...People try to bring me down. I am so depress sometimes that you do not anything to them but people want to see that you are so down. Depression arise is not good because it brings stress and pressures. And sometimes if you do good things people still think that you are not good and want to destroy reputation, why? I think my best was not good enough? I try to do everything that i can do but how come that " thank you" is not the word they want to say, people can really be abusive, people are so bad. I want to say that i hate, retaliate but then again that is not a good christian attitude. All i can do is pray them but if too much things they do against you, will i still always pray for them? Yeah but sometimes maybe this is the time that i want confrontation though i am not used to it but this is not the thing i want to do but they push me to do it. It's really hard to face the harshness of reality.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Christmas - is the gift of sharing and giving


The real essence of Christmas for me is sharing and giving to make other people happy though we should make it everyday as much as possible but if we can't make it everyday well this is the time to share and give...

Sunday, December 14, 2008

One of my Christmas Wish


Lasagna is my favorite food aside from spaghetti and pizza..yummy..

I miss my Baby Nate
















I miss him so much, GOD knows how much i love this man...he told me that i can't fathom his love for me and gosh how can i beat that word "fathom" lol but i just tell him that i also love him in infinite ways.In unexpected time he came in my life and in his own way he captures my heart. Thank GOD i found you. He makes my life complete. When i review all the pictures that i have from him, this pictures makes me smile and laugh because this two pic makes me think that he is so cute in an unusual way and he is so funny on this two pic. I know he do not want to have a pic of himself but maybe he tries to take a pic of himself because i always ask pic of him haha..But i love him though he is so busy, he still manage to send me email more or less everyday, i love it when i can read email from him though i admit sometimes that i am so mean to him because i wont send him email sometimes and i tell to myself being busy is not an excuse not to send email to him or not to communicate with him and i feel guilty. I love the way he loves me. And Baby Nate i am so thankful that i found you and also thank GOD that He let the so called "love" find our way to each other.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Treasure of my Life


This is my parents..This is my Mama/Mom Cony and My Papa/Daddy, they are the best parents in the whole world. They care and love me so much but of course all of us in the family but i think as they have told me i am their favorite child in the family hehe..They are my everything. My bestfriend, my parents, my adviser, my guidance counselor, and best of all i am nothing without them so i thank God for giving them as my parents. I love you Mama and Papa.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

BOOK TAG

Tita Cindy tagged me for a Book Meme.

The rules of this tag are these:
1. Link to the person who tagged you and post the rules on your blog.
2. Share seven random and/or weird book facts about yourself.
3. Tag seven random people at the end of your post, and include links to their blogs.
4. Let each person know that they've been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

But its so funny i cannot put any pictures since i do not know how to insert pictures here after the message but i think i will try to learn and discover it here since i am just new and i do not know that much about this blog since i am using friendster and myspace. But i will try to familiarize how to use this blog and improve my page, i'm still learning but i think its quite similar with friendster and myspace.
Seven Random things about Books:

1.) For me Reading Books is part of my daily activity though i admit that when i read a book as I'm quite busy i just skim and scan books and i just read the important parts or things i want to know of the book though i want to read the whole part of the book but sometimes we need to choose which chapter we need to read in order to capture the whole essence of the book or what the author implies to relate to the reader so we can save time because i have lots of things to do aside from reading books. But more or less when i am at my room I read books and review some of the books i read before. The first book i read is the Bible( King James version).

2.) There are some people who borrow my books and they do not return it though i admit that i get hurt when they do not return your book when in times of their need that they want to use and borrow the book you let them bring the book at home and so it implies they have the responsibility to return as they borrow it but i do not try to remind them to ask since i have this incident that i follow up the book that they borrow and they just always said next time until they forget it and will say they forget that they borrow the book so it feels so bad that they do that but though it happens many times i still let anyone borrow books if they need it.

3.) When im still at my young age at seven i realize that gaining wisdom/knowledge by reading books helps me to gain more confidence so that i can mingle and be flexible to different kinds of person, attitudes and understand the real world of politics and the histories of different countries. So i start to read books at an early age.

4.) I look up at the successful, popular, powerful, and brave people are wise people and one big factor of it because they read lots of books and i want to become a wise person so i am inspired to follow what they are doing to be wise enough in daily life.

5.) I read different kinds of books but i admit that books of laws is the book that i am very interested because i am suppose to proceed to law school after i finished my degree as political scientist.

6.) I read different romance novels of Daniel Steel but not that fascinated about romance. just read so that i won't be ignorant when it comes to romance matter.Suspense, crime investigation novels, any novels that can stimulate my brain. I also read, readers digest, theosophical digest, asiaweek, newsweek, fashion mag, home mag, newspaper actually any paper i hold that i can see that i can gain wisdom on it i read and read. I read history books in order to understand different countries current situation in all aspect in economic, crops, export, import,culture, traditions, religion, and political belief.

7.) Recently, i am reading medical books aside from being cautious now of the foods i eat because i am under observation for kidney problem,i hope and know it's not worse. And also as i am applying as medical researcher as i have small background of medicine. So I am reading about medicines, symptoms and medications. I usually read books on my room, when im not watching tv and do not watch movies when im home.

And since i am new on this blog so i only have one list of friend here and that is Tita Cindy so i cannot tag seven random people at the end of my post.


Monday, December 1, 2008

FALLING IN LOVE!

Since our anniversary is coming soon as according to Baby gwapo Nate...well this are the thoughts that i think before i met him and how i risk to love someone who is very far away from me as to love is to risk. Falling inlove is not a game, you invest emotions. You are open to be hurt.

When you think of your past love, you may view
it as a failure. But when you find a new love,
you view the past as a teacher. In the game of
love, it doesn't really matter who won or who
lost. What is important is you know when to
hold on and when to let go.

You know you really love someone when you
want him or her to be happy. Even if their
happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best. If the person
you love doesn't love you back, dont be afraid
to love someone else again, for you'll never
know unless you give it a try.

You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn h ow to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time, though the
hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love because you don't force
yourself to fall. You just fall.

You cannot finish a book without closing its
chapters. If you want to go on, then you have
to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love
is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a
single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which
we are always learning, discovering and
growing. The greatest irony of love is letting
go when you need to hold on and holding on
when you need to let go. We lose someone
we love only when we are destined to find
someone else; one who can love us even
more than we can love ourselves.

On falling out of love, take some time to heal
and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever
make the same mistake of riding the same one
t hat threw you the first time. To love is to risk
rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to
risk failure. But risk must be taken because the
greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. To
reach for another is to risk involvement, to
expose your feelings is to expose your true
self. To love is to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be
constant but not too persistent, share and
never be unfair, understand and try not to
demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should
inspire you and give you joy and strength. But
sometimes the things that give you joy can also
hurt you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom
who they choose to be and where they choose
to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for
gloomy days and fruitless years, you should
give thanks for you know, that they were the
things that have helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the
freedom to find his way; whether it leads
towards you or away from you. Love is a
painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no
matter how scary or painful, for only then that
you'll experience the fullness of humanity and
that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire, and tear you apart. Only love can make
you cry and only love knows why. If you're not
ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk,
if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're
not ready to fall in love. There was a time in
our lives when we became afraid to fall in love.
Because every time we do, we get hurt.

Then I figured... That's why it's called

FALLING IN LOVE!