THANK YOU LORD:-)

I thank GOD for loving me so much and my family but more or less I want to thank him because me and Baby Nate we're okay now. I think this is like our first misunderstanding which makes me shock and depress because I can't believe it she misinterpret what I said. I just want to give him time. But at least we are okay now, and we talk about it and he apologize and I love him so much because he just don't want to lose me that is why he act that way. He afraid that he might lose me and cant have me for the rest of his life. Only GOD knows but I know he loves me so much so I guess I don't need anyone except him besides he makes me happy and complete and I think he is the one that GOD gives to me. I love him.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TITA CINDY, TITO JOSEPH AND REESHONA

Tita Cindy, I hope that GOD will bless you and meet all your needs and also help you from the things that you are struggling lately. Good health, protection, guidance, wisdom, and hope all your wish will come true, i wish you all the best though this is the most common word to say but it is from the bottom of my heart that I say this to you. Take care and GOD bless you! I hope that no matter what happen between me and your son, i hope we can still be friends. Thank you so much for being nice to me.

Tito Joseph, I love you as my best friend, I love you as my dear Uncle, I love you for being here with me and my family, I wish you all the best that life can offer. I wish you can find your future wife, the right one for you that wont hurt you and will love you for who you are and not just by your name and wont use you for other reason. I hope that we can reach our future goals and we can buy beach land and have some business soon.

Reeshona, Hope someday you will become a very good and intelligent woman and i hope that someday you can become a very good professor in Math like your Mommy or maybe a great engineer like your Daddy. I am sure you will become the class valedictorian straight to college like Aunt/Tita Daisy which is one of my dreams until today but even i didnt make it, i hope you will become like her as thats what we want from you. I love you though you wont smile that much but i hope you learn to smile often, but maybe you change as you are still very young.

MISUNDERSTANDING

I am so confuse and sad...me and Nate have some misunderstanding huh...that sucks and hurt huh...he misunderstand me...sucks.......................I hate it this is the first time that he said me not nice thing...he don't appreciate what I said because he misunderstand it...............................Its really hard.

state of confusion

Confuse with what I feel about every aspect in my life..
Confuse with my responsibility as eldest sister
I have to set to be a good example to my siblings..
I have to be a role model...but I am not a machine and not perfect...


Confuse with my responsibility as gf
Its hard to know what I can give and to let someone you love to know what you really feel..........
If this is for real or not...
Afraid of the future.... afraid of lies, pains and hurts..................


Confuse with my responsibility as a good daughter....
When I cant seem make my parents happy and cant meet their expectations..
I'm depress when I cant seem to be the best daughter as they can have.............

Confuse with my career..
Being a political adviser, politician, political analyst?
Being a call center agent?
Being a medical researcher?
Being a social worker?
All I know is that I am good in communication and analytical skills................


Confuse of society...............
Disgusting corrupt country
Stupid people
Rubbish environment...
Stupidity of church and government....hypocrisy, pride, judgment................

Churches...Priests..........Pastors............
It is like this................
People killing people dying
Children hurting and ?you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?

HAPPY FATHERS DAY DADDY/PAPA AND TITO DARRELL!

PAPA,

I can describe you in one word "unselfish/selfless father", despite of what happen to your family when you are still young, you didn't like that your family have the same situation with what you experience. I am thankful that you are very responsible father, as you work hard just to give us brighter future to the extent that you forget your own health. You know that health is wealth it is worth than working very hard for us. But i thank you for the thought that you are willing to sacrifice lots of things just to make your family happy and to meet their needs. Thank you for being a loving father as you always provide first our needs before you will buy for your own. You always think us before you think of yourself. I love you for being caring dad to all of us. You treat as like we are precious more than diamonds or any treasure in this world. You always make sure we are okay at the end of the day. You make time to talk to us even if you are very tired from work. You always look at the fridge if we still have foods or not. You always try to bring any foods everyday just to make us happy from work. You tend to have debt because of us. You are unselfish father. The most loving father I ever had. I do always love and respect you. I salute you and I am very proud of you as my father. I love you Papa, I hope you realize it that everything I do is to make you proud of me too.

COLLECTIONS

This are some of my collection volumes of VCD of National Geographic Wildlife Wonders Collection like:

Giant Panda's: The Last Refuge
Tigers Of the Snow
Walking with Lions
Living with Gorillas
Wild Babies
Kangaroo Adventures
A Turtles Journey
Seal Secrets
Cheetah: The Deadly Race
Zebras: Patterns In the Grass

Haha, I admit I haven't seen some of the volumes of it since I am quite busy so I must see some of it when I have time to do so. It is very interesting topic to watch.

Island Hopping

This is just one of the Island we visit :-), WE are having a great time watching many different islands as Philippines have 7,107 Islands so it is so fun visiting some of those Island and at the same time have time to snorkel at the middle of the Island but of course I am so afraid that I might see a shark since I saw a dolphin but so far not a shark then I just snorkel just beside the small boat that we use for island hopping. The white sand, corals, different fish that you can see under the water and also the scuba divers down into my feet.

Vacation Moments!

These are some of the pics of my vacation for almost three weeks that I have vacation with my two sisters namely Hannah and Micah Ezra our youngest that we go snorkeling at the middle of an island and you can see many corals and fishes. And also many scuba divers at your feet hehe...But its kinda scary to me as I have phobia of scuba diving too same with my youngest sister so we are not able to go scuba diving this summer. We are having a nice vacation with the well known and best hotel, resort and island of Cebu. The white sand of the beach and the romantic view of the resort.

We also enjoy fishing I will soon post the second part of the vacation when almost for three weeks we are at the middle of the Island for Island Hopping and snorkeling. It is nice to have a very special moment with your sisters and most especially if the one you love is with you and so beautiful and romantic places and how I wish Nate was there with me. Life is so beautiful because GOD bless me with a very loving family and bf. So i enjoy my vacation time.